get me out of here please.. :'(
This is it.. I give up!

bakit hindi na lang ako? I promise to double or even triple the effort when I get in.. :(

Hoping and praying..

After watching Miley Cyrus' concert 2 nights ago at SM MOA, I must admit I became a fan :)

happy dad's day

Any man can be a father, but it takes a special person to be a dad.

If you know that you have that man in your life to look up to. A man who makes you feel protected and loved all the time no matter how far he is. A man who would rather keeps his silence when his hurt by what you did but afterwards will give words of advice and encouragement and still love you, for you are his little girl no matter how tall or big you've grown. A man who always provides may it be financially, his delicious cooking or his guidance. If you still have that special man in your life, you're blessed.

To all the loving dads out there, happy father's day! :)

i have moved on

i'm happy to say that I have moved on :) but but but that doesn't stop me from chasing other opportunities :)AJA!

hello blog! :)

broken-hearted

:'( you broke my heart once and now you're about to break it again :'(
You gave me a 2nd shot and I did what I think I can to be worthy of it. I don't understand why are you doing this to me? I want you! I want to be there! I want it more than anybody else. You told me to wait until end of this month and I am standing still..please give me a sense of security, a bit of assurance that this is really worth of a wait.

bakit ngayon?

Dati, pag nalulungkot ako pupunta lang ako sa Robinsons Galleria or Megamall kahit window shopping lang ang gagawin ko masaya na ako at extended pa ang happiness ko kinabukasan pag may uwi akong paper bag galing sa mall. Matagal ang epekto nun, matagal ulit bago ako malungkot. Bakit ngayon nabili ko na yung mga gusto ko pero malungkot pa din ako?

Dati, pag nalulungkot ako kakain lang ako ng chocolate okay na ko. Bakit ngayon ang dami ko ng nakain na chocolates pero hindi pa din ako okay?

Dati, makapag out of town lang ako ng kahit 2 days nag uumapaw na ko sa energy pag balik. Bakit ngayon nakakailang out of towns na ko hindi man lang na-increase yung energy ko?

Dati, magkaron lang ako ng addition nakakalimutan ko lahat ng frustrations ko. Bakit ngayon may mga na-add nga pero walang epekto sa nararamdaman ko?

Dati, overnight lang itinatagal ng nararamdaman ko kinabukasan parang walang nangyari. Bakit ngayon ang tagal tagal lumipas nito?

Dati, kaya kong sarilinin yung sakit kasi magaan lang sa loob. Bakit ngayon hindi ko na kaya parang bigat bigat na?

Hindi naman siguro masamang humingi ulit, sana mapagbigyan pa ako..

for this year

hinihintay pa din kita.. sa ngayon ikaw na lang ang kulang, pag dumating ka masayang masaya na ako. Sana "ikaw" na, sana dumating ka na...