eto na naman ako.. the last time I'm in this situation was November of 2007. I was dragging myself to work :( until December 2007 an opportunity to improve myself and work in a new environment came, with no hesitations I grabbed it. I was so thankful and will always be thankful to God for answering my prayer and now here I am again praying for that "something". He knows that I do not usually pray for this thing unless I feel that it's no longer helping me and frustrations start coming in. I love the fact that I've learned a lot from where I am now and continuously learning somehow (wow rhyme) but there will always be "HUNGER" for new things to try. Hindi ako nagsasawa sa ginagawa ko dito pero nakaka-frustrate ng sobra :'( kahit nasa nth level na yung energy and enthusiasm mo, at the end of the day hindi lang ikaw ang may hawak ng kapalaran mo which is sooo frustrating kasi wala ka ng magawa kundi tanggapin lang. Almost everyday is rejection day hindi pa din ako immune. Ang tindi magpababa ng energy level ang rejection :'( ang akala mong go na go na hindi naman pala, start ka na naman ulit umaasa then ganon ulit hanggang sa maubusan ka na ng bala :'(
Sana God this time pag bigyan mo ko ulit..sana dumating na yung hinihintay ko..
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don't u just envy people who can afford to stay in one company and career path for the rest of their lives? haaayyy. i feel you.
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